Happy Valentine's Day

Hey everyone, hope your weekends went well. Just to catch you up a bit, Homecoming went well. Nothing extravagent, but it was nice. The dance was a waste of two hours though. Only about half of the high schoolers came and then left after like 5 songs. That left the junior highers to dance the night away and ohhh, what bad dancers they are (not that I really have any room to speak). Well, at least that week is over now though. Friday was one hectic day and I didn't get to bed until 2 am. Ouch.

Anyways, on to the main part of this blog. Valentine's Day. Let us clear two things up before I get going in on this topic. 1) I am not one of those people who hates Valentine's Day because I don't have a girlfriend. I still do enjoy the holiday. 2) This blog is in no way a "feel sorry for Christian" type thing...I don't want you to feel bad for me.

With those two things in mind, every year when Valentine's Day rolls around, I must admit I get pretty frustrated. Why not me? What do I not have/offer? Do I smell? I just don't understand. There are people very special to me and it never seems to work out...almost like I'm cursed. Sometimes it is my fault, I don't take chances and I am shy when it comes to feelings and stuff like that. It is probably just a test of my patientce, and if so, I guess I'm doing pretty bad right now. To conclude, because I don't want to whine or be bitter, I just feel like I can be good for someone and sometimes it feels like part of me is missing. Pretty deep for a 23 year old guy, eh? Anyways, Happy Valentine's Day to all!

Later.

ps- I saw Hitch last night (2 dollar movie theatre here) and it was very good. I recommend it, especially as a Valentine's Day date movie.